I kinda thought the moment would be different. I was in love with this person. I should feel butterflies but there was nothing. I sat looking at the person I thought God had created just for me and I felt NOTHING! The door was closed and no way was I opening it back up. One of the definition for closed is (a society or system) not communicating with or influenced by others; independent. His influence changed the character of who God created me to be. Instead, of being the prophet and queen I was called from birth I was now being his climax over the phone or late night "what's wrong?" I didn't know that one person's influence can change and alter your identity but it did. It prolonged me from knowing the woman in the mirror. Psalms 3:26 for the LORD is your security. He will keep your foot from being caught in a trap. As I sit and look at the altered promise I think God had better! I block the number and lay in my bed alone. No fear that he won't love me, no identity crisis, and no more soul ties. If I can do it you can. Pray this with me: Lord, release me from every vow made in any relationship that takes the place of my relationship with you. Help me to know who I am in you. Release me from any emotional, spiritual, or physical soul ties that I have formed. Lord fill every void with your love and seal every crack with you. Help me to desire you more than anything! Amen.
